ok...so as the BLBE challenge officially kicks off tomorrow I have taken before pictures to track my progress.
I almost did them in my sportsbra ala the real weigh in but that was a little scary so I'm wearing a tank top (which incidentally is not any less scary judging by the pictures). I'm also super SUPER glad I did not bake cupcakes before taking these because the results would have most definitely tipped me into a place where a few cupcakes would have been devoured.
It was really scary to see the side on pics without sucking in my stomach, which is something I do most of the time. But I realised if I was sucking it in I wouldn't know how much to suck it in for the next photo so here it is...all literally hanging out.
I'm having quite a down moment now looking at this and actually doubting whether my 55lb goal is even sufficient. I guess that's what I'll find out when I get there, but it's going to be a long, slow process I'm sure.
Ugh. This is one of the most depressing things I've ever done.
Weight in my Head
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